There are many word in the human mind and also in the dictionary that will describe the way I feel about HIM without him.

People at the moment don’t know if we’re together or not. Truth be told we ain’t that’s the truth and that’s just hurtful. I miss him alot even though he sleep right next to me every single night. I can’t say he’s mine cause we ain’t together which is sad to say.

I miss him and I really want him to be mines once again. It makes me want to burst into tears when ever he hugs me. Even though he calls me hunny and babes I don’t got him to myself.

I know I made a mistake and don’t get me wrong that I don’t regret what I did to him. Like the saying goes “you’ll only realize the people you really love ehh they actually walk out of your life.”

I always just to show him that I’m okay even though on the inside of me I’m breaking down in tears I try to hide it from everyone that I ain’t in pain but truth be told I ain’t smiling at all.

I miss him I want him back already. I don’t want to lose him completely… JLM052220100310