Damn it’s been pouring rain almost the entire day here in Oahu Hawaii. Damn it’s so horrible that me sitting here in my boyfriend’s room in whitmore wahiawa. I hear roaring thunder and flashes oh lightning.

I love that I live with him and I love that I greatly get along with my boyfriends siblings. But hahah I consider them as my sister inlaw and his brother as my brother inlaw.

But them at the same time I miss my side of the family barely get to see them no more. Barely spend time with them and everything I can’t believe I’m actually about to say this but I miss my family even though I get so much lecture from them.

Pouring rain makes me always think about everything that’s going on in my life I miss my boyfriend he’s at work and damn I miss him so much. But pouring rain makes me worry about things going on and what happens when another black out occurs here in whitmore.

But this damn storm that’s going on makes me worry about my family and my hubbies family especially my baby niece Jayla Jean. My father and grandma but especially my boyfriend and his health. Pourin rain ain’t always a good sign